Really! fantasies! dreams! What ever you may call it, always are far from realization. I don't know why I really think of them. But I still think of every now and then. Deep in my heart, I know, these never come true. And even if they come true, I might turn my face. If that so why do I always think of them. I never think of them, but they always spring up in my mind. Reality makes it difficult for you, while dreams and fantasies ease life for you. But they do make yours life more miserable. There is never a prefect life. I always try to give a rational thoughts to my dreams, my fantasies but.... You know its very difficult for someone to reason himself out. I cannot think of myself without those dreams those fantasies, those thought. Only I can change something in my life are those fantasies and dreams. Its impossible to change the facts and realities of life. I wanna be rockstar, I wanna be leader, I wanna be scientist, I wanna be an animal, I wanna be crazy, I wanna walk long miles to cover those long distance with my gait, there are so much thing that I wanna...

But the fact lies that I wanna... Every tick of my clock makes me realize that time is reality. I never tried to race with time. I know I won't be the winner. But still I wanna be a winner. There you see I still say I wanna be.

I try to think of lots of things. My thoughts always breaks the light barrier. Every new second, a new thought. But I never try to put breath to it. Bring it alive. I don't know whats going on my mind right now. I feel empty head. I don't know what I am thinking at this moment. The day, one mixes up those 2 colors of life, reality and fantasies, he is messed up. Nothing to live life, but lots to live for.